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2010-05-09T16:15:00.003+08:00

been damn long since i last updated,
its not because i already had a bf and neglected my blog

i just simply got no time.

school, work then home

same cycle goes again de next day

moreover,

theres nothing particular to blog about.

know whats de worst thing.?

i forgot my hotmail password,

now that i cant sign in my msn and blog thru my blackberry

yes lots of people ask, how can i possible forget my password

it just happens.

and not only for my hotmail,

at my workplace too.

i forgotten my workplace alarm password,

yet de sercurity alarm ring.

being forgetful - this seriously sucks.

had decided continue staying at rp,

everyone said i should.

phone been very slient nowadays,

which i find less irritating (i dont wake up w msges)

and bf finds it more peaceful (we argue less because of passerby).

some people are just passerby in our life,

they pop by a few months to say hi in your life then leave.

either way they doesnt really affects me.

im sick last friday

i lost my voice and i could hardly speak

now my throat still feel that itchy-ness.

yet last evening when i met cindy,

she gave me a box of choc. :)

i finish half de pack when im on de way to bf house,

he constantly nag at me

and i told him "yi du gong du"

i only got friday evening left free,

and bf book-ed away my friday.

come to think of it we've been meeting very little,

as compare times when im having my school holi.

i only left fridays' evening and saturday night for him

he have work too.

and we spend more than half of our time sleeping cause im always tired.

sunday are meant for my family or my sleeping day

cindynah say club next week,

remember de last time i visit powerhouse.?

i came home drunk, vomitting ended up skipping school.

anyone craving for sushi.?

i dont wanna stay home for dinner.

i hate home cook food,

my maid always cook mushrooms.

mushrooms soup, mushroom w veggy, mushroom chicken

soon im gonna be mushroom too.

i hate it when my friends dont reply my msges.

2010-04-26T08:03:00.000+08:00

Previously I had a dream,
Last night
I was on de phone and have de same feel as though im in de dream.
except k isnt w me.
LOL.
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2010-04-25T10:23:00.002+08:00

had spoken to my parents,

and surprisingly they didnt nag.

inspite they have been very supportive,

ask me to quit school,

to go find a course that im interested in.

hopefully i will be quitting school by next weekend

otherwise i will have to pay school fees for this semester,

then i can continue my holiday :)

didnt tell parents i feel like doing interior design

er jie asked me to consider consider and consider,

she said its never easy

duh. which course/studies is easy.?

everyone mug like mad during studies

what doesnt kills you, makes you stronger :)

will decide then update my decision soon.

lots of friends and love been very supportive towards my choice
la la. loves

my dummy boyfriend lock himself out of his home

for like 2hours already

poor love.

im gonna sleep now

super sleep

back to school

2010-04-19T13:49:00.003+08:00

after a long holiday,
im finally back in class.

im de only retainee in class,
yar i called myself retainee.
to be realistic,
im really a retainee
though it really sucks to study whatever i studied once.
didnt really bother to pay attention to whatever the facilitator said

everyday i will be in different class,
either on de sixth floor or fifth,
every sem change classmates,
boyfriend say my school very good, can flirt around.

yar actually not bad uh.
for today's class,
none caught my eye except for this bunk.
she's cute
and when i tell joel about this,
he find me crazy.

talked to esther about my school stuff,
she agreed w me that its a waste of time staying in rp.
i tot of
(i) staying in rp. complete my dip cert and move on
or
(ii) to quit rp and study whatever i want.

but in fact its de easiest way to get a dip cert too,
i just have to come to school everyday.
either way i still accept whatever is given,
this is what i asked for when i skip too much classes.
will have to talk to my parents about my thinking,
though i know they will nag for sure.

my nose gonna drop any sooner
still, i miss my damn bastard.!!

2010-04-15T10:54:00.000+08:00

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Fuck up rp

2010-04-15T05:09:00.000+08:00

I just reach home
And im drunk
Imagine I just finish vomit,
And its 5am now
And a very shyt thing happen.

See what my school msg me,

From RP: Your class is 1-W26K-B . Lessons begin Thu 15 Apr 9:15am. Pls arrive 15 mins early

I receive this msg like,
5mins ago.

Crazy.
I now hangover,
How to go to class 4hours later.

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2010-04-13T04:37:00.000+08:00

Woke up in de middle of de night :(
Stupid body clock of mine

Was reading twitter and I caught something interesting to share.

Male bees die after having sex.

Male bees, known as drones, only exist for the purpose of mating with the queen. The queen will have several drones lined up to mate with her, and if a drone is lucky enough to mate with the queen the two bees will go into a mating flight, that is, to have sex in mid-air.

Unfortunately, the drone only gets laid once in his life. The drone's penis and abdomen get ripped from his body during the mid-air hookup, and he quickly dies.
(Just imagine how violent they fuck)

Life isn't so good for the drones that don't mate with the queen either. Worker bees feed the young drones until they are ready to mate. Those that don't mate with the queen get kicked out of the hive and starve to death.

:)
Thats de greatest part of life,
Though it really sucks.
Even insects like bees become so realistic

Like I said,
Was reading twitter and saw cindy's tweet :

My bf v love me. I say I want steamboat and he bring me come eat now!!!

her bf super sayang her.
Its like 4am now,
And her bf still bring her for late supper,
Or some can say breakfast.
Despite jason got work tomorrow
Envy her. :)

P.s
I feel like disturbing people up from their sleep,
Cause people always disturb mine.
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2010-04-11T18:50:00.003+08:00

my dad saw when i reach home last night,
he couldnt believe his eyes that i actually went running.
craze dad even told my mum

boyfriend claimed im crazy too
i still like running at night :)
though i scare ghost.

2010-04-11T08:19:00.002+08:00

blame my dumb bb for me not updating.
its not my fault that i left this space dead,
my bb cannot send out my post even when i've tried restarting it
god damn bb.
despite of it, im still in love w it. :)

its about de outing on thursday,
w cin & qianyi

im not gonna mention nor retype my previous post,
and "transfer" it to here.
it will be a total insane

go visit cindynah.bs
more pics there

i love her new samsung cam
which i think everyone love it too.
well, i do have a cam alr
but...
human have unlimited wants.

its early in de morning 0822hrs
dont mistaken it,
i hadnt had a wink.
i did a crazy thing at some crazy hour that none of you will believe.
i went jogging at 3am :) after i hang up w boyfriend

from my place,
i jogged to cashew
seriously want my life.

hello, i know its very near,
think about it,
i havent been jogging for more than 4years.
not even when in sec school years
i walk thru out my 2.4km.
so.. count very zai alr okay,
hillview to cashew, 3am in de morning...
and i walk over to railway mall,
saw cindyy and jason over there. :))

even they give me de super shock look,
like ' you siao ah, go running this hour '

done.
gonna morning call my boyfriend,
he's gonna scream over de phone for me not sleeping,
and go jogging at late hour.
things have been rough
but.. what else to say 习惯就好

craze people do craze stuff.
unexpected.

2010-03-28T04:01:00.001+08:00

Ultra love my sweet boyfriend.!!!

Joel snoring beside me again
Laying down in bf's arms
Forever he's de one to fall asleep first.
Left my blackberry w me again.

He made me laugh and smile a lot before bedtime.
He's nice.
Yar I know what you guys thinking,
Maybe only for this so called honeymoon period only,
Cause Im thinking in that way too.
But look in it in another point,
Maybe joan will also treat joel nice during this so called 'honeymoon period'
God knows it best

I wish all of you can hear how my bf snores
He use to say people got pig face,
He snore that time more like pig.
Confirm 100percent guarantee plus chop.

Currently trying to comfort cindynah
:(
She crying. Kelian right.
Call her once I saw her tweet.
Seriously,
Other than call her and listen to her,
I dont know what more to say.
Makes me feel bad.

rt amandachia
How can you look into someone's eye,
And tell them you wont leave.
But yet you still leave.

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2010-03-27T22:06:00.002+08:00

Cousin brought my burberry bag all de way from japan to my doorstep. :))
Bernard saw de same bag at dfs singapore.
He enquired about de bag,
De sales girl claimed that,
This bag is only available one bag per burberry store.
Yet, I dont see anything special and different that makes it limited ed in sing.
Seriously no diff from others.
I think de sales girl 'dua' him
Anyway, super love it.

Gonna bathe now,
Then head to meet joel.
He's complaining alr.

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2010-03-25T02:29:00.002+08:00

Boyfriend's sleeping soundly,
happily snoring,
snoring loudly beside me.

While poor me left myself here w my blackberry.
Went online, browser,
Everything which I could do to my blackberry,
Lastly, to blog w my blackberry. :(

Bought supper accompanied w snacks to boyfriend's place after work.
While boyfriend eating is supper,
He smiled and 'saying' my head saying,
Im de first girl that buy him food.
Of course,
My first reaction like,
"Huh. Really ah"
Gullible joan.

Yet, in my head I was thinking,
'Eh you sure not.
You so hong, so many ex gf.
Even jovi must call you shifu.
None of de girls buy food for you before.?"

Liar liar pants on fire. Lol.
Well, it might be de truth, only boyfriend knows it well.

Tell you a joke my boyfriend did last week.
I make it a point to stay over at boyfriend's place once a week,
As im always busy w work.
De first time I stay over at boyfriend's place he snatch my blanket.
So last week,
There happened to be an extra blanket.
So, I decided, we split blanket.
He took one, I took another.

In de middle of de night,
While im sleeping soundly,
My dummy boyfriend,
Snatch my blanket again.

I tot he wanna help me cover,
In de end, no. I was wrong.
He snatched away de whole of my blanket.
Pekcek.
Already got two blanket still snatch mine.
So I turn around I pull every inch of it back.
Yet, he woke up, tot I finding fault by Snatching his blanket away.
Then after, he realized his own blanket drop on de floor.
Joke right.?
Then he complained in de morning,
That I leave no space for him to sleep.

Now we got to share one blanket again,
And tadah, guess it right.
He's trying to pull bit by bit away from me again.
I will pull it back later. :)

Boyfriend suddenly sit up.
Scare me.
And when he laid back down,
He mumbled in his dreams saying,
'Eeyar. Dirty fellow'

Joel will definitely kill me if he sees this post.
But still,
Since I have got nothing much to blog on,
I'll just let my readers have a bit of laugh.

I couldnt turn my body clock anymore.
I start to sleep only when de sun rises,
Now im left w nothing when joel sleeps.

My hands get tired after rising my bb for so long in de air,
Typing such long post about my boyfriend.

just, someone,
Entertain me

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2010-03-23T20:36:00.000+08:00

21 march '10
Sunday

Went down to bishan.
Not to work,
Just to accompany my mum to shop around.

Went dintaifeng for xiaolongbao.
Super ultra love
Supper at newton,
As my dad gone crazy,
He dont allow me to sleep insist us to accompany him for supper.
Tiger prawn, lala, gongong, coconut.

Left over candies after cny,
Nemo candies,
Found them cute last night,
So took a pic of them.

tadah.
All for de day.
Gonna meet rach later for dinner at 163,
After work
Sliced fish soup. :)
For goodness sake,
Food again. Fattening.

Happy birthday jason.
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2010-03-23T01:25:00.000+08:00

15 march
Monday

At bishan,
I bullied sabrina,
I took off de "try me" (tester) sticker
And stick on her forehead.
Cute right.
Yea try her,
She's fierce.

Will blog about food tomorrow.

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2010-03-20T22:55:00.002+08:00

i hate it when my boyfriend ask if..
if something happen to me...
if your friend..

arrgh.!!

its understood that human being love comparison,
i understand this point.
but not in this state when they de other party,
choose one friends or boyfriend.
or even ask me to rank,
friends, boyfriend and family.
what de hell is my boyfriend thinking.

it just trigger me when he ask me to rank and compare,
when he says,
if something happens to my friends and him..
who will i choose.

choose shyt can.?

2010-03-16T18:14:00.000+08:00

At workplace now,
Looking forward to 12 when sabrina is coming,
So she can play w me.

Slept over at bf's place last night
He cook maggi for me :)
Cause I insisted I crave for maggi
Went to bed after meal.
Woke up due to kids crying,
Noisy but didnt bother.

Sweet send me to work,
All de way from jurong to bishan,
Then from bishan back to jurong again.
On de way to work,
Boyfriend bought me famous amos.
Upon reaching workplace,
Boyfriend bought drinks and hello panda for me again :)

Gonna make sabrina envy me later.
She was grumbling yesterday,
As I told boyfriend joel I got blister,
He came visit me at work w a pack of plaster.
After boyfriend left for puff,
Angie's (another co.) Boyfriend bought her drinks.
Told sabrina to knock de wall,
When she told me,
'3years relationship is like that one. Dont say bring food or drinks, one phone call also dont have'

Wonder, is it all couples are like that.?

Its 12 now,
And de stupid sabrina is still not here yet.!!!

Joan's in love w her blackberry.
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2010-03-14T19:06:00.000+08:00

Had fun at work,
Of course provided w make up artist, chris and sabrina there. :)
Chris treat me yami yogurt peach favour after my work. Love love love
Sales today aint that bad,
Who bothers about de target,
Not my fault if they dont wanna buy
Took pic w my camera and phone,
Due to blogger abit 'sot sot' nowadays,
Unable to upload pics. So I have to upload w my bb.
Chris last day at j8 :(
Lucky sabrina still will be there.
In train now, heading home.
Another long way back, like another 9stations.
Love my bb so much,
It allows my to upload my pics.!!

Joan's in love w her blackberry.
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2010-03-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

12 march
Friday

Work w sabrina at bishan
Aint she pretty.?
And Christina, de make up artist
They make my working hours easier
They spell fun

Boyfriend went to pick me up from work yesterday.
Cindynah and madd came after
Im so 幸福
Went prawning later at night
Bbq prawns, chat and laugh at each others actions and words.
Naughty boyfriend caught froggy to scare us (cindy and me)
We screamed and de whole 'diao xia' place look at us.
Mef said we scream damn loud.

For details, visit cindynah.blogspot :)

Today,
13 march
Saturday

Watching autumn's concerto now.
Though im ultra tired,
Slept for only like 4hours,
Or even lesser.

I wanna concentrate on my show and stop blogging thru my bb.

Anyway happy birthday sabrina. :)

Joan's in love w her blackberry
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2010-03-11T22:49:00.002+08:00

Blame twitter for me not blogging so much lately,
Whats worse.
I Wont have de time to blog much de following week,
Crashed down w work
Will be helping out at an event for some cosmetic brands.
Chaotic schedule.

12 march
Friday

Bishan BHG
1000 - 1800
Meeting cindynah after work.

13 march
Saturday

Bukit panjang
0900 - 1200
Doctor will drive me down to town.
Orchard liat tower
1200 - 1400
Amk
1500 - 1800

14 march
Sunday

Bishan BHG
1000 - 1800

15 march
Monday

Minting's birthday

Bishan BHG
1000 - 1700
Bukit panjang
1800 - 2130

16 march
Tuesday

Fariq 's & jovin's birthday

Bishan BHG
1000 - 1700
Bukit panjang
1800 - 2130

17 march
Wednesday

Bishan BHG
1000 - 1700
Bukit panjang
1800 - 2130

18 march
Thursday

Bishan BHG
1000 - 1800

Im only free for days when I end work at 1800
And have no further events after that.
I dont even have time for boyfriend joel.

joan's in love w her blackberry.
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2010-03-07T20:01:00.000+08:00

06 march
Saturday

Was invited to vanessa's birthday celebration at rebel. Club again. :)
De reason I hate rebel.?
They dont have de drinks I love.
Anyway, We vandalize rebel,
By craving our name on de wall.
But my name in de smoking area wasnt done by us
Spot our names in de club de next time you visit there. :)

After rebel,
Went to accompany boyfriend mj session.
Im dead tired.

Went sakae sushi then illuzion w cindynah before rebel.
Sakae was awesome.
Love tuna sashimi and hana maki.
I hate steam egg and wasabi.

Pictures will be in a mess,
As im still new to blogging thru my blackberry.
Still de same line,
Im a blackberry user but a blackberry idiot.

Joan's in love w her blackberry.
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2010-03-07T16:51:00.002+08:00

Test test test

joan loves her blackberry.
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back.

2010-02-28T16:03:00.002+08:00

im back w lots of pics and videos

de place was suppose to be spell as kukup,

not kucop. hehe. :)

i love fireworks and firecrackers

they makes de night pretty

its de only thing i enjoy at de trip.

p.s will do everything when im back from my bastard place. :)

2010-02-27T08:04:00.001+08:00

setting off to kucop now.
back in tomorrow evening. :)

random

2010-02-26T21:40:00.002+08:00

im still trying/learning to blog using my blackberry
i've been in bed de whole day
and i only drink ribena now,
tasteless buds.
will leave sg at 8am in de morning later :)
next week onwards,
will be working full time till school starts.

sick

2010-02-26T12:16:00.005+08:00

i lied to parents that i've got work,
so that i dont have to go to their workplace
i could rest at home instead.
i did told dad im got fever,
due to sore throat,
i couldnt speak very well,
he didnt heard it.
therefore i didnt notice them that im sick,
they will nag for sure as im returning home only in de morning nowadays.

moreover,
im going to kucop (malaysia) over de weekends.
to 'fang yan huo'

just return from doctor
ate medications
i have to eat 5 different med
decided to skip de antibiotic.
antibiotic, smelly :)

took pacofen last night,
seems useless to me.
so i asked doctor for anarex,
so that i could sleep better.

on de way home,
bought ribena to make de bitter medications go down de throat.

p.s
i love everyone around me
its a good thing to know everyone cares when you're sick
amandachia been asking me to drink more water
cindynah been chasing me to sleep
love loves them :)
patient needs to rest now.
my bastard is still sleeping soundly
despite his gf is sick.

club(s)

2010-02-26T09:51:00.010+08:00

24 feb 2010
wednesday
ladies night.

while waiting for de slowpoke amandachia.

smoking area at butter fac.

in de vip area.

one dozen of sex on de beach

and my all time favourite, mojito

count me out of this, flaming lambo.

bouncer and i think.. de manager.

love de qoutes.

beautiful cigrettes. :)

changing to sabai

i left at 03.30

and i fall twice.

once outside sabai and butter fac stairs.

i got a little too much to drink

been puking all de way home. :)

didnt manage to see crazy cindyy after she's high.

but she threw ice at one uncle while we're in sabai

crazy cindy, they called her.

p.s

im not gonna elaborate futher,

nor upload pictures that in my phone as im not feeling well.

fever since yesterday

im off to see doctor alone now.

2010-02-23T23:27:00.003+08:00

im going to bed now

slept for only at most 4hrs

and dad came knocking on my door saying,

'eh wake up alr. got no one in de living room'

i feel like knocking myself onto de wall

questioning myself,

whats de big deal w no one's at de living room

he should get used to it.

then,

i couldnt get back to my precious sleep.

yea thanks to my dad.

was home alone all along,

as my maid got send back.

de night before i watched some ghostly programme

yet, i cant stop imagine what if all de soft toys start moving like de puppets in 'dead silent'

i hate clowns.

bastard came to accompany me though.

so me w/o my maid

im suppose to wash whatever i use,

cook for de dogs,

and collect de clothes out in de garden.

de worse thing was,

i saw a lizard out at my garden doorstep,

w/o its tail. om

i dare not to step out of my garden.

yea continue picture joan doing housework

club tomorrow

it has been weeks since i last club.

hate twitter for me not blogging frequently

2010-02-22T23:01:00.003+08:00

22 feb 2010
monday

came back home and ordered rocky's pizza
its even tastier than pizza hut or Canadian pizza
all pizza comes w extra cheese
chew till my jaw damn tiring.

their garlic bread
still prefer pizza hut's garlic bread.

21 feb 2010
sunday

went over to 小姑 house 拜天公
table full of food
after 拜拜, i attack de crab first. :))
my favourite seafood.

crabs crabs crabs

my 最爱

this jelly comes from japan.

super tasty can.

i use to stay this high
23 storey

2010-02-21T18:18:00.000+08:00

2010-02-19T09:02:00.002+08:00

im not gonna sleep for de day despite not sleeping for a night,
i wanna turn back my body clock. :))
now im trying to be a good sister,
gonna fetch gary from school.
i love him despite him making me piss all de time

cny conti..

2010-02-16T22:23:00.005+08:00

16 feb. tuesday.
初三

i only slept for two hours today
im super exhausted now
should be k.o after updating

my house today became a gambling den (giao geng)
laughs*
mj at de garden. banluck at de dining table

was playing w all de uncles (dad's friends)
small bet 2dollars. max unlimited
mum highest bet went up to 300
super thrill

been winning alot since last friday
won mj, blackjack
super lucky.!! :)
zd claims he really did pray for me when i said im losing,
wonder if its true,
anyway thanks dude. hehe.

ben came over to bainian
for 3months i hadnt seen him
when he first saw me,
de first sentence he told me was,
'eh you thin alr. look like my house de bamboo'
nb.
promised to club before he fly back to perth
yea by this sunday
so probably i will be damn shag after this weekend.

and zhaodong,
since you so craze over me wearing dress,
im wearing dress again today.

went over to cindy's place for that small while
and came back home.
cause my house also got 'qing ke'

@ cindynah's place
i love de pineapple tarts w icy sugarr topping
think they did it themselves.

qianyi.

ying.

derrick.

merf.

jason/cindy

p.s
im super shag now
i couldnt concentrate myself to organise everything and blog it properly
will edit it again when im free.

cloud nine

2010-02-15T20:22:00.002+08:00

i feel like im on drugs now
benjamin came back for cny
i cant stop but smile and tell others,
'eh ben came back liao' hehe

cny (eve/first day)

2010-02-15T15:22:00.009+08:00

除夕 reunion dinner. :)

was busy reunion dinner
mum was thrilled by this two big abalone
its my mum's palm size.
not nice de lorh

初一
first day of cny cum valentine day

in dad's car..

de parrot at my grandpa place.

i love this boy
he made me his 9th girlfriend.

kisskiss

miniature vodka

my valentine day present. :)
blackberry 9700

part of my twits
joantanloves
both @Amandachia and @cindynah got flowers. i dont have :(
Amandachia
@joantanloves Si liar! Your lovers all man tian fei!!!
joantanloves
@Amandachia DONT HAVE.! have also no use, all no give me flower.
cindynah
@joantanloves is e most xingfu one!! Ahha
joantanloves
@cindynah where got xingfu. xing your head ah. xingku got ah
cindynah
Haha end up u most xingfu! :p RT @joantanloves: got blackberry 9700 for valentine day present. happy yet guilty.
joantanloves
@cindynah this one call xingfu meh.? no bf of course xingfu larh. if got bf and he give me de phone, then that one call honggan

im still getting use of my new valentine day present
la la la

hi

2010-02-13T08:22:00.003+08:00

as promised,
i mentioned that i will blog soon after my papers end.
wasnt able to do it yesterday
as de moment i reach home,
i immediately head to town and went mj.
only reach home and sleep at 6am in de morning.
poor joel.chia still playing mj w them. lol
im at work now,
will conti w pic after my reunion dinner.
hopefully :)

2010-02-01T12:05:00.004+08:00

06 feburary. Saturday. 0830hr
Distribution & Transportation
W34F

09 feburary. Tuesday. 1400hr
Facilities planning & design
W24L

10 feburary. Wednesday. 0830hr
I.T for supple chain mgmt
W46N

12 feburary. Friday. 1630hr
Operation planning 2
W34J

don’t bother visiting my blog.
i wont be bother to update nor party till dawn,
before de coming tests end
which soon after 12 feburary 1800hr
when my last test end. :))
look, im studying for my test,
even though its one week before.
i know its unconvincing for all of you,
even robin gave me de shocking/stunt look,
but its true enough that im studying since sunday evening.
they’re for you to believe

im currently in class
though reluctant to come to class this morning,
nor stay throughout de day.

today's lesson;
letter of credit/documentary credit
debit credit debit credit debit credit.
importing exporting importing
revocable. irrevocable. revocable.
they all killed me in directly

2010-01-31T19:11:00.002+08:00

two years is republic poly

for de first time i receive worksheet

i almost complete my worksheet

one last question left

and my family needs de dining table

(cause im study on de dining table)

no one believes that im studying

but i really am.

anyway,

went to o.o last night

and i totally forgotten about remington's birthday celebration at ecp

msg him happy birthday only this after when i saw his msn nick

and remembered its his birthday

sorry.!!!

happy birthday reming :))

2010-01-28T23:41:00.003+08:00

met de girls up this afternoon,

though manda only reach in de evening. :))

waited for manda to decide for cindyy which heels to buy.

and de two devils tempt me to buy another aldo heels.

and i love it alot.!!!

wait for cindy's heels as they need to expand.

while we went to coffee bean for a break, we asked sj to pick up our heels

accompany cin to wait for cab

and headed back home

:))

im going to tuck myself in now
robin's complaining that i kept complaining of tired when im in school.

2010-01-28T14:32:00.002+08:00

love hanging out at the reel room when im in school
its in de library. a library cafe
sijie says my school is like a club instead of school
we got xbox, pooltables, library cafe, football table, movies and more

library cafe called the reel room.

look,
we got movie screening, xbox and more in lib.!!!

i love de food there
w/o fail i will be at the reel room everyday
(provided if i attend classes)
having my lunch. :))

suppose to update yesterday
was too busy watching drama in class.
totally forgotten about updating

im in a rush to meet de girl in town.
i gonna get kill by cindyy if i post further more

loves

2010-01-26T13:39:00.002+08:00

back from lunch w manda.chia

she wore sunglasses and i brought jasonteo's pink umbrella

sun was too glaring. couldnt tolerate it

cunning manda is going jb w her sis,

bet she's on de way there alr

healthy me, decided to go for a swim.

swim for one round and i came home,

seriously de sun,

cannot take it.

now im physically tired.

2010-01-26T11:26:00.001+08:00

skipped school
not my fault okay. i woke up at 1000
im going lunch w manda.chia
bet cindyynah is still sleeping
cindyynah,
we are going w/o you.
byee.

@ stjames

2010-01-24T23:51:00.007+08:00

they disturbing this dead drunk guy

de dancefloor is this pack. you can even move.

im that afriad to fall from de platform

ying&me :))

yingying.qianyi

ying.cindyy accomdating hx's finger

de only four girls last night.

CINDynah look. qianyi is even 'red-der' than me

im too high to continue playing w them

headach.!!!

cindyy drinking her ak47.

de one that kills her

jonathan.xavier.sijie.

cindyy did de 'smoke effect'

hx w cindyy.

observe.

im this red after drinking two glasses and little vodka-ribinna

hadnt realise that i already knew him for 7years,

until he told sijie that.

7years.? so long.

apple shooters. nice.!!!

jonathan drinking his waterfall.

doesnt look appealing to me.

first time cindyy drinks mojito

a drink that i intro her long ago

damn nice.!!!

preparing de waterfall.

please take note that.

pictures starts from de bottom ends at de top.

meaning when sijie and xavier are disturbing de dead drunkard,

we are about to leave.

last night at stjames

drank very little.

(my favourite mojito/apple shooter and little of ribinna vodka)

and dont understand why, i still got high

but my alcohol-rash coming knocking at my door

im knocking on everyone in club

and i remember someone helped me to apologise to everyone that i knock and step onto

i just forgot whose that person is. cindyy or sijie

i tried to vomit. but fail though

anyway,

back to de topic in club

met up sijie and hanxiang @ stjames

its difficult when you got two different groups of friends at club

cindyy got damn damn high

perhaps due to her examinations she hadnt drank for a long time.

additionally, she drank alot. ak47 kills her

after cindyy got high,

and she insisted to de dance floor

everyone was chasing after her

and i got lost in de club.

worst of all,

my phone batt went flat,

cash, camera all my property isnt w me.

sat outside de club and wait for them

everyone went different way after cindyy left

so de three guys&me,

went for supper at yiochukang

suppose to be damn hungry,

but feel 100per cent like vomiting when food gets in my stomach.

i upload only de minimum photos

there are just tooooo much photos to be uploaded.

cindyy wanna go club again

she claims that yesterday she hadnt have enough fun :))

100oer cent agrees

p.s

im 100per cent totally volunteer to go club

im 100per cent addicted to club

currently

my weight is

i did eat my meals okay.

2010-01-23T20:33:00.001+08:00

i got know idea where to club tonight
can someone just call.

anyway,
did i mention i pass my facilities planning test. :))

2010-01-19T22:53:00.002+08:00

i got this dumb man calling from perth,
to ask, 'eh you and your boyfriend go mac in glam dress and tux uh. damn funny uh'
lol
its meant to be a joke.
i think i will slap de guy if this really happens

okay anyway,
im going club this weekend.!!!!
i love nahs'

2010-01-19T11:52:00.001+08:00

i skipped school to stay home to sleep. :)

know whats fml.?

2010-01-18T15:48:00.001+08:00

im damn piss w george (my lect)
he dont allow me to leave after my presentation
now im stuck in class
great.

2010-01-18T14:42:00.003+08:00

currently in class.
being a great girl, i'll try to hit on de full attendance this week
im lucky enough to woke myself up at 0830
though im late.
look, my 'alarm' isnt working this few days
anyone.? willing to volunteer to wake me up every morning.?
it's a tough job
as i'll get back to sleep de next second when de other party hangs up.
volunteers please call me every morning at 0730. lol.

i hate de sun

2010-01-15T09:57:00.002+08:00

woke up late today. as usual.
but was exceptionally late, i woke up at 0845
look, when my class starts at 0915, i need leave class early today as i got something to attend to
i then decided not to attend class
but to sit at de libary

today, i jump out of my bed when i see de clock.
first word that came out of my mouth was, nbcb. unintentionally. lol.

2010-01-15T02:33:00.003+08:00

today, i went to meet my boyfriend's parents for the first time.
seconds upon meeting me, his mum gave me a hug, smiled at me and said,
'it's so nice to finally meet you.! all i ever hear is 'emma this' and 'emma that', 'i love emma'. he never stops talking about you.!'
my name is not emma. fml

lol.

2010-01-14T16:01:00.003+08:00

happybirthday lesterteng :))

i have fully utilized my day
i slept my day away
and im contended w it
it's just that i dont like waking up and found myself alone at home.
gonna rain soon.
please dont i wanna swim :(

2010-01-12T23:39:00.002+08:00

tell you a secret
im not going to study for tomorrow's test
im going to bed instead
hope there wont be anymore bad nights from dramatic people last night

2010-01-12T15:19:00.002+08:00

today, my boyfriend took me on a surprise date, destination unknown. i wore a glam dress, he dressed in tux. we ended up at MacDonald's. fml

2010-01-12T12:45:00.004+08:00

love
i need to tell you something
not very urgent
but shyt happens
will someone just hear me out.

thanks to these junling and johnny
when i thought everything was fine
and i could have a good night

did i hurt you this early morning.?
when im on phone earlier
i didnt mean it
sorry

i could conti act like nothing ever happen

2010-01-12T00:16:00.001+08:00

fuck it.
i gonna sleep now

2010-01-11T23:52:00.004+08:00

happy birthday jovi.tan

joan is current studying for tomorrow's test

joan is burning midnight oil

she tired, she needs to sleep despite she ponten today,

reluctant to attend jovi's birthday lunch,

just to stay home to sleep.

she dont even feel like replying msges.

her brain isnt functioning

she couldnt really understand every sentence wrote in pdf

logistic.

it kills me to study

morning gift

2010-01-10T15:41:00.002+08:00

i dont why is de pic tilted
its not on my cam.
on a rush. got no time to amend it anymore.

someone woke me up,
waited at my glassdoor and i received this. :)

2010-01-08T23:30:00.002+08:00

come closer and i'll tell you a secret
be de one who know it
ask. and i'll tell.

dont go around telling people you're sad because i will laugh from de bottom of my heart. :))

spree

2010-01-08T00:24:00.003+08:00

im sick yet went shopping today
kept coughing and im almost no voice.
even when i asked for assistence
de sales girl couldnt hear.
just imagine how bad was it.

while waiting for cindyy to reach,

lucky cin.loves came down and stop me from spending further more

okay

today bought

. lester's birthday present

a ax tee

. esther's birthday present

guess earring + shu uemura false lashes that she always wanted.

. myself a aldo heels and... see for yourself :)

loves.

qianyi said very ol.

i spent all my cash on hand today

havent get enough of shopping

i havent got my tops and clutch yet.!!

my hunt.

more to come....

genting

2010-01-02T00:54:00.007+08:00

randomly picked some pic

cause there's simply too many.!!!

cordial

2010-01-01T15:03:00.003+08:00

my first post in 2010
im not de retrospect type of person

therefore no long post of how i felt in 2009.

im getting my blaaaaaackberry real soon

im not de one paying de major. :))

dad's gonna nag for sure
i just changed my phone last year
he wont know who's paying my blackberry
sercet.
its a xmas present from sercet. :)

last evening when im in cab back home w gary
cab driver asked
when we're getting marry.

lots of people asking why im not at count down last night.

answer was, i h a t e crowds

and i believe de crowd last night was ... perrrfect speechless.

first time celebrating my new year w so little people,

at birdparkhill resturant, playing majong.

newyear day w family
im willing to spend my time w time
because i simply love them.
im gonna wash up
and enjoy my steamboat
cheerio loves

2009-12-31T01:18:00.001+08:00

you will just be my another regret.

im going to bed now

nights

happy early new year every loves :)

in love w it

2009-12-30T13:23:00.002+08:00

insanely

2009-12-30T13:00:00.005+08:00

was nua-ing and de telecoms got my total attention
its de postman that came to deliver my coach lanyard.
loves:):)
happy as my coach lanyard reaches before new year
and i dont have to step out of my house to buy someone her birthday present.
secret.
its a short lanyard,
otherwise i will get one myself too.

woke up by my excited brother
going to his school excitedly to get his new uniform
and came home excitedly hanging his new uniform.

now
where did i place my phone.?

2009-12-29T13:27:00.002+08:00

for de first time
gary called to ask if i want lunch
awsome. :)
you wont know how much i dote on my bro

jasonteo gave me j'adore perfume by dior as xmas present.

pinky choco

2009-12-28T22:23:00.002+08:00

my choc is in pink :):)

its damn nice. sour-sweet.

from jason & cin

2009-12-28T19:36:00.001+08:00

ben if you happen to pop by.
i brought a flat battery phone out. hehe
could you just call after 10 when i reach home.?

2009-12-26T21:47:00.002+08:00

i dont know where i drop my gucci cardholder.
damn sad.
phone jam w 16 msges & 4 miss calls.
going to dad's car to find my cardholder
hopefully is there.

2009-12-26T01:40:00.003+08:00

again, im alone at starbucks.
it's pack this time unlike this early morning when i came.
family are all in casino,
i just doesnt like going in,
i find there boring. :)
just like this afternoon,
everyone were in de casino,
and i went back alone to de room to sleep for four damn hours.

dad came banging on my door in de evening as he lost in casino.
i dont seems to understand a single thing in there,
roulette. jackpot. none catch my interest.
went shopping this afternoon.
for only one time square, it took me 4 hours to finish.
and i saw arron.tan while im doing my shopping.
such coincidence. im at genting and met my friend here.
too shock. forgotten to wish him merry xmas.

can someone just come online to entertain me.?
or should i just get back to my room as its pack here.

three russian-asian girls came to shared table w me,
i hope they wont spill any drinks,
my precious is on de table. :(

merry x'mas

2009-12-25T08:44:00.005+08:00

merry xmas.

currently in genting
i brought my precious here.!!!
i dont wanna live w/o it.
13degree up here. what do you think.?
i woke up by my constant sneezing,
slept for only 2hours plus and now im at starbucks.
in shorts and jacket.
w a cup of hot tea in my hands, warming me up
using de net. what other else could be better.

family was all soundly asleep
im de only one thats up now.
took a pic that shows how cold is here,
but blogger took took long to upload.

went into casino last night
its damn boring.!!!
dad wanted to count down x'mas at de club here,
but was FULLHOUSE.

celebrating xams here is boring
despite, i love de weather here.

wanted to blog yesterday
but was just too busy sleeping in my room.

drove in last night 5 in de morning
i could sleep in de car
got hangover, de headache was unbearable
and parents were laughing at me. :((

now that my tea is cold
and i dont trust leaving my precious out here,
just to go get a cup of hot tea again
everyone is still sleeping.
tell me what should i do.

last post

2009-12-24T04:17:00.002+08:00

final post before i set off to genting at 5.
i have got half an hour to blog
not all photo are posted as i have got time limit
okay joan is now drunk and she look like cooked lobster
met up vanessa and was suppose to club.
yea was suppose too. but full house everywhere,
so ended at at illuzion.
was w jason, edwin, justin & co.

i lost in games and drunk like 'ta-bu-leh-tahan'
a little too tipsy to finish this post
photo will so all de say. :)

van w edwin.

i look fat beside vanessa.

she's only 39kg.!!!!

to all loves:

your xmas present are w penghock.

please collect from him and hope you guys enjoy it.
just a small gift to remind you guys are not forgotten. :)

p.s

jasonteo im sorry okay.

when im drunk i got flare up very easily.

2009-12-22T01:36:00.005+08:00

its 0137
now then i only had have a chance to settle down and have a great rest w my precious vaio
im still deciding if i should bring my precious to genting.
should i.??
this is how my day goes
hadnt even get a chance to snooze

i was summon to work at 7am. :(
end shift in de noon
doris (a patient) came over to pass me xmas gift.

gingerbread man. how lovely.
love white choc

went home and rest
woke up in de evening and went to work again
though relectant.
drsoh bought royce choc as xmas present for us. :))
havent got time to grab any meal
felt so light.

reach home
had to wait for parents to buy 'tang yuan' w filling back,
then cook it.
so i still had to roll 'tangyuan' and they bought some back.
everything was done by me,
gary only helped me a little w rolling de dough.
smelly dough

galdness got into me that parents got us a maid,
so that when i step into de kitchen to cook,
i dont have to wash utensils

look how messy was de kitchen. :))
put i did place everything in de basin

paranoid.

2009-12-15T02:46:00.005+08:00

apparently i was wrong. laughs*
forget it. haiya im always wrong.

should i go to work tomorrow.?
i dont wanna stay in sing for xmas
kidnap me away please

i didnt want to behave like this
i never wanted to. believe me. joan is never like this before.
it makes me feels unlike de joan i know myself. arrgh.
so not joan
whats wrong w me. shyt
this makes me feel so typical
is this de damn decision i really want.? wait.
er. erm. er.
hey. girl make up your mind.!!! laughs*

p.s. let go of what you cant change. :)

current listening to sexy chick
switching tv programmes
gonna bathe soon

2009-12-13T17:33:00.002+08:00

last night...
regretted staying at home.
as someone cheated
was laying down on de new pretty sofa
mummy start pulling my fingers and claims after pulling will be long. -.-
took her ring and put on my finger
only my middle finger could 'mian qiang' to be fitted in,
though still a little lose.

look my mum's ring look so big on me

today
sunday 13 dec.

dad dig me up as usual.
just got home and now im going to bed again w my laptop.
it still seems like no matter how much i sleep,
i still feels tired. duh.

randomly

2009-12-13T02:43:00.002+08:00

everyone is at zoukout and im home alone.
so sad
cin.lovely asked me go join them at bugis,
but im not interested in de mulan show
more interested in planet51. :)
anyone.?

should i save and go perth
or just use de cash to buy what i want.?

i think buy what i want is more important. :)

i wanna go zoukout next year.!!!

i think vanessa got kipnapped.

2009-12-12T02:31:00.004+08:00

since i havent upload pics for long in my blog,
i'll do it now.

remember de day i send ben off.?

i show you my stupid duck that i took from jon house. :)
i told his mum i want de duck,

so cute.

but even after three days of watering de duck,

nothing grows out of it.

so i name it stupid duck.

i know it dont look like duck,

looks liks some dugong.

eh dugong very ugly one okay,

dont bully my stupid duck.

see he sad alr.

*laughs

jon's mum gave me a box of choc from france,

ate three piece and gave de whole bos to my cousin.

looks nice,

but most of it is filled w caramel.

and i never like it,

sticky and way too sweet. :)

last week..

brought my two cousin to nyny.

de elder brother at de rare view,

becoming more and more handsome.

i asked de elder brother, nigel,

if he's out w his girlfriend and his younger brother got whack,

will he leave his girlfriend immediately,

stay w his girlfriend or bring his girlfriend over.

his answer was,

leave his girlfriend immediately.

today..

meet girls in town.

no more pics

cause we didnt take. obviously.

didnt took vanessa's one as she sitting beside me.

she so damn thin.

look likes those 'wind-come-will-fly' type.

went to vanessa's friend birthday party

felt damn awakard.

after everything,

was deciding to go home, or join jovin at sabai.

vanessa have to accompany her friend at de birthday party.

cindyy gonna meet her boyfriend.

jovin going sabai.

but decided to meet kev instead.

then..

we spotted a snake at de drain.

hey. its a long snake okay.

i think its about de length of my bar-counter.

i think my stomach have a probem w me

when im out, it doesnt feel hungry.

when im home, it complains hungry.

idiotic.!!

2009-12-11T01:40:00.002+08:00

phone, im wish to throw you out de window.
open window,
aim,
throw.
bye.
:)

2009-12-10T10:40:00.002+08:00

can you tell me whats wrong,
when a student doesnt wants to attend lessons not stay in class.?
i just dont feel like it.
in class but trying to ask shuana out.
it kills to to stay in operation planing classes,
calculation gets de hell out of me
and i'll never understand whats with it.

im having a headache. slight.
classmate is currently selling zoukout tics,
but have to enter before 9. @ 20bucks.
worth right.?
freak feel like going to club.
i'll do it during my three weeks holiday. it starts next week.!!!
hopefully.
and i'll get sufficient rest

currently.
missing benjamin.marcus
wondering if he's dead in perth
cause he didnt call.!!!
deciding if i should leave
persuading shuana to leave

2009-12-06T19:16:00.003+08:00

constantly i had been crying during my sleep for few weeks
remember when i last told you i cried in my dreams and i woke up.?
today, i dreamt of kane death.
de feeling sucks cause it feels so real
this is werid cause i hardly see kane nor speak to him.

went to accompany parents to look for houses at pavilion circle
but de house there sucks.
build up sucks
location sucks

dad wanna buy my a ring :)

back to childhood

2009-12-02T13:11:00.010+08:00

joan forgot to bring her charger to school

even when i saw it on beside my bag this morning.
at least today's luck got a little better

lect brought lego to class,

suppose to show us whats 2d and 3d

but in de end most of us are playing it :)

heart-shape block done by me

was passed around in class,

and i told them "not to break my heart"

manufacturing new handphone model in process.

using rp w25q i

jeremy doing our new product

brand: rp

name: w25q ii

look. jk is using de 'touch screen phone' okay.

review, screen too small.

camera

robot.

combinations. w two lego manufactured phone.

watch this. its damn funny.

continued from cursed

2009-12-01T20:09:00.002+08:00

im seriously cursed.

sixth
decided to skip class as im cursed
reached home wanted to on my table lamp,
it fall.!! arrgh.

seventh
at work. this fucked up patient,
lye hui huang called three damn times,
just to confirm doctors' schedule.
and i picked up her call three times.!!
fucked. dont she understand simple english.?
bet she got no money to go for futher education,
thats why she kept call confirming and confirming.

eighth.
i receieved several calls from other patients,
complaining the morning shift this & that.
look its not my fault. complain to de damn doctor.
i cant grap hold of de damn morning shift

nineth.
patients complaining, gumbling that they waited for a long time.
another thing is, look i didnt make you wait,
its not me that make you guys waiting.
old womens doing aesthetics.
hope your husbands have an affair w china women even your face is done.!!!
my xmas wish is your face looks like plastic due to over-injecting of botox

everything is opposing me.

grant me a unlucky guide

2009-12-01T09:57:00.004+08:00

i seriously need a guide for the unlucky

first.
my phone was flat this morning when i woke up. charged it and did my things to prepare for school.

second.
got prepared. waited for bus. when bus reach at my face, put in my hand to search for my wallet. it was nowhere to be found in de compartment i used to put, search other places too, but wasnt there.

third.
went back home to get my wallet.

no key to enter home. asked my maid for my wallet.

but she pass me my psp.!!! walked in to search for my wallet.
isnt anywhere to be seen. search my bag again.
its in de second compartment,
w my laptop, under my jacket and charger. pissed.

tot something nice finally happened.
went back to bus stop, bus came w/o having me to wait. :)
forth.
happily on bus. but bus broke down at bt panjang.!!!
kill me please.
fifth.
waited board another bus to woodlands. dropped my phone.
phone screen black out. although i should be kind of used to it,

as my phone always do this to me. but arrgh...

tell me whats fucking wrong.

o.k.a.y

2009-11-28T20:49:00.002+08:00

presentation today was O-K-A-Y :)

despite of nasty questions that stunt me little
i managed to move on, to continue my presentation

bring two a1 size paper to school is a chore
dogy called to wake me up in de morning.
enduring to 8am aint that easy uh.

fydaa and daniel was stunt by de questions,
fydaa cried on spot :(
daniel was pissed and stop elaborating his points.
me.? i turn a deaf ear to what de lect says
and continue my talking. imagine that scene.
i meant i did my job, this is de best i could give

did not wore formal. spag strips w grey skinny. ???
i know, presentation shouldnt be wearing that casual,
and spag strips seems so out of course.
upon reaching de class,
everyone was in formal wear, i tot i would be in dead meat.

rach crying last night, till late night
yet her love is sleeping damn soundly by her side
didnt even notice she cried. my poor girl.

weather today makes me wanna melt in my parents workplace

i wanna forget about my satio because de review sucks out of it

next week onwards, off day from school is on friday.
i got long weekends which i yearning for long

2009-11-26T03:45:00.002+08:00

decided to give school a miss
awaiting for my long weekends to arrive

partial and came back home to rest
im sick
somewhere at my throat is swelling
took medication from doc during work

look i cant afford to be sick.
have to presentation to do this coming saturday
can you imagine joan wearing formal.? ermm..

will take pic if i can.

met jon&co to farmmart to 'diao xia' after work
bbq de prawns. its damn nice okay.
no pics didnt brought camera there.

im feeling drowsy due to de medication
lozenges isnt bring me anywhere better.
i cant feel my throat. not even when i swallow my saliva.

got to collect my project tomorrow in order to present it on saturday.
but its damn far. sunshine plaza.
going all de way there to collect two poster,
whereby using it on saturday,
at de same time throwing it away on saturday too.

nights peeps patient got to rest.

2009-11-20T15:56:00.006+08:00

skipped school to send ben off
surprisingly im able to woke up by my msg
(it just one beep sound)

i had to rushed to de airport
but look at de time that was given to me,
i was actually able to be there earlier.

6.30am
woke up by a msg
msged ben to ask him his flight and whatever stuff,
half way during msging he disappear. literately disappear.

6.40am
tried call him again. his house too.
aunty claimed that he already left.
kept trying to contact him
on de com to check if he's online or someone blog about his flight.

7am
pual called. ben's w him
telling me that ben needs to be in at 8.15am.!!!!
(i need at least half an hour of travelling time)
blamed ben and rushed to prepare
called cab
ben insisted that i wouldnt make it on time,
asked me not to go.

7.30am
finish preparing board on de damn cab
was on de phone w ben,
told him,
'look, if i couldnt make it on time, thats a great thing. you dont have to see me cry"

8am
reached airport
spoke to him for awhile

8.25am
he went off w a hug

felt so much similar when i send ione.floras off
de only different is that ben will be back in a year,
ione when missing like forever. *laughs

recalling back,
i cried at de airport while sending ione off
i felt like crying today at de airport

ben had already touched down.
bring a blond hair blue eye baby back. :)

will upload photo later.
this sucks person lappy got no cardreader,
right sucks-person.?

2009-11-17T23:35:00.002+08:00

weizhong bought this back for me from taiwan. i love de choc and strawberry cookies. jaslyn and dr.chu was making fun out of me when weizhong came down w this box.

im missing out my camera a lot lately. hadnt taken any new photos to upload.
gonna study for test tomorrow. loves :)

2009-11-16T00:21:00.002+08:00

painters came over at 8 in de morning
seriously want my life
got no where to settle down at home

so de whole family was sitting out in de garden
warm sun hot coffee w breakfast
meddling w all de dogs
seems nice
but wouldnt be laying on my cozy bed in morning 8am be much nicer.?

asked dad if he wanna go bintan. my treat.
he seems no interest
he doesnt likes going oversea to shop. claims its boring
bintan seems to suit his idea, but yet got rejected.

nevermind. i'll plan and enjoy myself.
anyway not that expensive though

home is in light apple green and lavender color now

had fever last night due to insufficient rest
im always running around late nights

hey drunkard

2009-11-13T02:18:00.002+08:00

12 november 09

thursday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN.TEO

you're now dead drunk,

snoring loudly at west coast park pit8

did lots of funny stuff when you're drunk.

nice try dude.

went for test,

rushed back home to help justin.teo to marinate de seafood

supposed to be a surprised birthday bbq from his gf,

but someone accidentally spilled de beans.

okay will,

but de big drunkard make a great scene out of himself

and said he was very thankful that everyone came down. :)

pics.? i forgotten about my cam.

think rach will upload them soon. watch her blog.

:):):)

2009-11-11T14:47:00.001+08:00

damn bored in class

had fun dating ariane :)

If you love something, let it go.

If it comes back to you, its yours forever.

if it dosent, then it was never meant to be.

2009-11-10T12:42:00.001+08:00

im dating ariane :)
loves.

2009-11-04T22:56:00.002+08:00

im exhausted
too tired to move even to that single bit
insufficient rest
realised that my time are all occupied,
i dont even have time for myself

if fairy godmother exsits
i wish to rest on my bed for a full 25 hours
school. work. home.
i dont even have time to play w feizhu

i just killed my inner-self

2009-11-01T20:42:00.004+08:00

baby im hungry
im feeling fat :)
slept for four hours in de morning,
and de air con men came.!!!
arrgh. means i cannot sleep any longer

31oct
holloween night

went for movie. jennifer's body.
w jasonteo&co. this time w ivan.huang and justin.
it sucks.
i love de mac monopoly

im so going to zoukout
anyone.?

2009-10-31T21:45:00.001+08:00

play to kill

so just pull de trigger

still up

2009-10-27T04:49:00.003+08:00

can you imagine that im still up at this hour
when i have got school in 5 hours time
unable to go back to sleep after a cup of water
im hungry
breakfast, anyone.?

loves lurves

2009-10-26T16:47:00.004+08:00

im dozing off soon

late for class again

did de daily routine

look forward for first breakout 1015

then second breakout 1200

went off half way thru de lesson,

and lect told de class he will downgrade me

when i couldnt bother less

saturday went down for funeral

met jasonteo at westmall for my sister's keeper

its a damn nice show.

anna fitzgerald, 11 year old girl was engineering and bring into de world for only one purpose; to save her sister, kate fitzgerald, as kate is suffering from leukemia since two. its a very rare illness and doc suggested to brain&sara (their parents) that they could give birth to another baby, dna matched completely to save kate's life. brain & sara agreed. de 11 year old girl then went to look for a lawyer, decided to sue her parents for putting her life at risk. since 5 year old, whenever kate enters hospital anna has to be admitted for surgery, for drawing of blood, extracting bone marrow etc to donate to kate. sara then chase de 11 year old kid out de house. but not to know, de law suit wasnt anna's will. she wanted to save her sister very much, she doesnt mind undergo much surgery in order to save her sister; its kate's will.

i give de movie 4 out of 5

ps had to rush to work. bye peeps. loves :)

another normal day

2009-10-21T22:26:00.004+08:00

for weeks i didnt attend a proper lesson
miss out all my lessons (except for monday's lesson),
since de week before last week
saw shuana in school,
she asked why didnt see me around in school
reach school only at 10

left school at 12. met mao
had lunch w him. no should say watch him eating,
then headed home separate way
met him again in de evening before work,
pass him his stuff which i owe him four long years ago.
rushed to work
he kept asking me to eat, when i aint hungry
he said im too thin, is because he's fat
seriously dont know what happen to this guy,
he's so puffy.
such ungentlemen this guy is,
im lost under his block,
and made me met a mental uncle around his house area.
seriously got frighten by this uncle.

i told my love a secret that i didnt wanted to tell,
i feel so fucked.
speaking of de dead devil

untitled

2009-10-19T03:00:00.003+08:00

H A P P Y . B I R T H D A Y . A M A N D A C H I A

craving for egg tarts. tummy-ach

happy bday james.tan

2009-10-18T07:31:00.019+08:00

17 oct
saturday

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y J A M E S

woke up in de noon
went jurong point w parents for lunch
came back home
half an hour later, rush out to buy cake
pass de cake, whipped cream to cin.gf
met james and jason
went to town for birthday dinner; crystal jade :)
bought james a top from zara; birthday gift from us
wait for rach to end work and go to illuzion
happen to saw kai, phua and loves in town
didnt manage to recognise kev's gf
slack outside cineleisure; still waiting for rach
took cab to illuzion
happen to be that, jasonong&co was there too.

point form is de best
keeping it short, sweet and simple
had real fun in illuzion
loveslovesloveslovesloveslovesloveslovesloveslovesloveslovesloveslovesloves
saw lots of gay outside de pub
guys with tied fit singlet bermudas and even heels.

ready for pics.?
i have got lots

outside cineleisure
waiting for rach

cock face

still waiting...

at de pub

upon reaching

james got three shots martell from jason

burning shots.

one down. two more on de go.

after de shots,

a cup w cindyy. birthday birthday birthday.!!!

play w james de dice game

making him drink even more

motive : make him drunk.

in de end i lost even more

rachy.beloved

us w de birthday boy. :)

rachy taught cindyy.gf and yingiyng de new scissors paper stone

then, de whole pub was playing.

de next hot game
look how aggressive their face look.

me meddling w de dice

de best buddies. doing funny faces.

jasonteo; leopard prints

up next.

cindyy.gf and yingying.pretty

waitress(cin & yingying) went entertaining other cust.

yet found yingying singing alone at jasonong's table.

empty seats w lonely young waitress

cut cake time

jasonong&co join our table

everyone toasting james

tell you a secret.

jasonong and derrick uses trick.

im at de pub "kitchen" preparing cake and whipped cream.

at this time,

while i was preparing cake,

james was already high and tipsy

and everyone still toasting him.

angie the choice. mint classic.

birthday song's up

(from left to right)

jasonteo.rachel.birthdayboy james.qianyi.emeline.derrick.unknown(next table)

most front. de man in grey top and shorts. jasonong

first plate of whipped cream is from me :)

feel super bad cause we dirty de pub.

in case you couldnt tell, this is james.

nice whipped cream

we dont rush to zara and buy clothes for you for nothing, james

cleaning cleaning cleaning.

he's stuck in de toilet for a damn long time.

yingying.james.jasonteo

qianyi.yingying.james.me

could you actually tell i was already red.

i lost in games.

jasonong w one of de waitress

derrick trying to steal a shot. (last pic)

birthday boy w de girls.

missing de two young one. yingying & rach

birthday boy definately deserve a birthday kiss from me.

at de back, rachy.beloved trying to steal de shot.

yingying w james.

notice james's top changed.?

im so red.!!

alcohol rash. itchy itchy itchy.

first pic w yingying.

didnt took pic w her before

say hi to de drunkard james.

nice zara top bitch.

im so fair and red.

after knowing for jasonong this long,

first pic w jasonong.

de two pretty young one.

drunkard james dreaming,

complaining heavy head.

came back home sunday morning 7.30am.

for other pics,

cindynah.blogspot.com

spells

2009-10-12T00:52:00.002+08:00

how i wish he's mine.
i wish i own him.

10 oct

saturday

went dinner at ns home team

a surprise advance birthday dinner for uncle albert

they invited de whole family and uncle's friends

i just love all de nephews

let me name out all de uncles,

if i can remeber.

from left to right

uncle alan, uncle john, uncle albert, uncle ??, uncle micheal

aunty cindy, aunt ellcy

missing one uncle tony.

caught jerome stealing a pinch of cake

so cute right. :)

kane got attack by all de small kids

he's de "monster" to them

11 oct

sunday

woke up in de evening

decided to meet cin.love up to town

shop around,

and she suggested perfume as my birthday present

im like, no i got four bottles of perfume alr.

make ups finishing,

time to replenish my make ups

both of us ended up fighting at de counter.

she insisted paying, as my birthday present

thanks girl. your expensive call is alr one. :)

she bought me belly studs from thai.

went over to help dummy jasonteo to choose wallet,

he couldnt decide on salvatore ferragamo or burberry

wanted pepper lunch,

but got closed down and went over to de "black pig" resturant

(had alr forgotten de resturant name, only remember they famour black pig.)

food was fine there,

de noodles aint de spicy i expect it to be

de most special food was their eggs,

it looks like hard boiled egg outside,

a bite and its soft boil egg inside.

wondering how they managed to cook it,

i gave a stupid idea

they might have freeze de egg

cin taking my red cam,

james taking hers.

love her nails :)

attention.

2009-10-11T16:43:00.003+08:00

im going town. im going town. im going town. im going town.
im going town. im going town. im going town. im going town.
im heading to town. im heading to town. im heading to town.
im going town. im going town. im going town. im going town.
im going town. im going town. im going town. im going town.
im heading to town. im heading to town. im heading to town.
im going town. im going town. im going town. im going town.

this is when joan got nothing better to do

ps. got to rush. bye loves

2009-10-10T01:52:00.003+08:00

de surprise they rach&co gave
they lit de whole playground
and a self drawn cake.
which i think de "artist" art seriously cannot make it.
fail art in school uh.?

anyway. thanks for de effort, and everything.!!!

seriously appreciated. loves.